hahahahaha... Okay, clearly I know very little about this blog business, because I had NO IDEA this blog could be found without my having TOLD anyone! So far, the two folks that have found it are the two I actually might have told on purpose - so that's a good thing :). Annie, my good friend and movie buddy, and Amy, the far-away mommy I wish lived here most...

I gotta figure out how this works. Or maybe I'll just continue to assume it's just the three of us here. Ignorance is bliss...

I used to hate that saying. But the older I get, the more true it seems. Truly ignorant people DO seem happier, on the whole. The simplicity of a life without introspection... ahhh, the relaxation that must provide. I think I'd get a lot more sleep.

Amy, I hope I don't disappoint you with negativity! I'm generally positive, and try to present that face pretty contually for the other mommies - a lot of them have enough trouble handling their own emotions, without the burden of mine. But I'm not when I'm alone. I wasn't lst night, anyway. You are such a support to me - I don't wanna take advantage of that.

And Annie, you are an excellent writer. And I stopped writing years ago. So I'm gonna be self-concious a bit... You know what else you are? An excellent mom. I wish you wouldn't second guess yourself all the time.

I'm ignoring my baby. I ws right on the edge of not being able to keep it together last night. Almost dropped my basket. But I'm a tough girl. So here I am.

Next time...